Have ever had the hair
on the back of your neck stand on end watching someone
fly, particularly their ballet? Well, today I'm writing
about that experience from both the flier's standpoint
as well as the general spectator... Granted, these
are perspectives drawn from my own unique experiences,
observations, and philosophies.
I could never tire of re-telling
this story, so profoundly did it impact the direction
of my life. In October of 1990 I attended my first
major competition, the AKA Grand Nationals in Seaside
OR... Having only started flying that August, I was
aghast at the range of styles and passion I saw demonstrated
by the masters competitors... Two in particular filled
me trembling awe, Scott Aughenbaugh and Miguel Rodriguez.
With "death defying" groundwork
and cutting edge tricks for that era, their routines
moved me to become a part of what I saw... Years later,
I realized they were flying with soul and not just
the best kite or tricks.
Have you ever sang a song you that
moved so much you screwed up your face like rock star
belting out a rockin' chorus? That's soul... Regardless
of whether you fly in Novice or Masters class. These
expressions will always strike spectators differently
however as each of us feel in our own, unique way.
I even notice a difference in such
qualities between leisure flying and flying in competition...
When flying for fun, there is a much more silent effect,
deep inside me... Like calm over a lake, you just
fade into the little details of flight and your environment,
like admiring and losing yourself in a sublime painting.
When soul strikes me during competition
or even demonstrations, the effect has a more invigorating
sense of an enhanced ability beyond my normal limits
and the empathy of the feeling you're sharing directly
with the audience, as well as the feedback it generates
(both audibly and in energy form).
Now, to me the paragon of soul flying
is when someone flies SINCERELY and they forget themselves,
by being themselves... Kind of like dancing until
you're not self conscious anymore and you just let
it all hang out, so to speak.
Having experienced this state of
Satori equally both on and off the competition field,
I'd say that for me the experience truly does come
from within an unbridled portion of myself where conscious
thought and ego concede to the miraculous... The impossible
becomes that much more tempting and possible.
You can often spot someone who is
flying from the soul because their body begins to
move more naturally, more comfortably... They might
go on tiptoe, appear lighter or move as if they're
doing some sort of dance, perhaps resembling a matador
at times.
I recall flying a particular maneuver
with team Captain Eddie's in 1997 that we called "balls"
because of the close quarters and fast calls... As
we'd lead into the move we'd all get this swagger
going, like we were about to start banging our heads
and playing air guitar, so much did we enjoy each
other's company and trusted one another's abilities...
Team flying is so picturesque you can't help but be
mesmerized anyway!
Again, some of my truly best times
flying are in front of good size crowds as I can literally
feel their collective interest fueling my flight,
carrying me on a wave above, beyond and where I thought
my limits lie... Plus, simply sharing something that
has so deeply enhanced my life, how could it not invigorate
and inspire me?
For me kite flying is also very spiritual,
providing a place where no creed, belief, or affiliation
is required to be a part of the spirit of kiting...
Where the day to day thoughts, concerns and ongoing
battle with our minds can instead be replaced with
the wind, sand or grass, and rhythm of the sky can
wash over you... What better place to visit the church
of your heart but in that sublime experience?
Can you facilitate this process directly?
Yes! By being yourself above all else, and romancing
your soul by assuring yourself that you are as comfortable
as possible... Some ideas:
- Bring your favorite and most
moving music.
- Wear your
comfy shoes.
- Turn off the cell phone.
- Hide your
watch for a spell.
Now I'm not saying to go overboard,
just remember to take care of you as we are often
afforded little to no time to consciously thank and
offer empathy to ourselves with daily pressures from
"real life", for having to do so much each
day.
Another effect seems to be on our
kite addiction itself... Not only does each venture
out to the field expand one's abilities, but also
an enhanced appreciation of the differences between
all the kites that are out there today... I know all
too often I've had a great day flying, perhaps even
having borrowed someone's kite and bonded with it...
Then turned around and got one right away because
it just spoke to me.
Like I said, this hits everyone differently...
Even what soul flying means is up to you, I simply
felt moved to share my own perspective with those
of you that might stop to read.
Sincerely yours,
If you would like to share your own
experiences with soul flying, please visit the Kitelife
Forum!
John Barresi is the editor and publisher of Kitelife Magazine, involved in the greater kiting community since 1990... He is also captain and co-founder of the Revolution sport kite team, iQuad.
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